July 2011
//If you smile, they will come...
Yesterday I had a conversation about how impossible it is for me to pick women up in the street or in public settings. On certain days, it seems like I have a shit streak running down my face, I get stared, sometimes to the point of discomfort. Either way, I’ve been told when this happens, smile and see what happens. I implement this into my outing last night. When I’m not shooting at...
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I’m seeing someone. I’ve been unconciously seeing this person for a while, and now I have created a friend. I’ve grown very fond of her, although I believe it is something that she’d like very much, I will not put a staple on “us”. She understands why, and is more concerned that I will leave her for my work than someone else. She knows how my mind works (at...
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I’m back home somewhat shutting my engines down. I walked away from this weekend knowing that I still can have real conversations, at least on a comfortable level with another person on life, constitutions, and shxt. I’ve been in a depression about working in my field and progression as long as I have (my projection issues, its probably nothing), Just glad I have people in my life to...
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//Recap
Besides it being the hottest week thus far, I am alive. By hottest, I imply tension and temperature. I am in another Volatile period of my life again, and I’m choking it with work. My calendar fills up pretty fast these days, which is great. I had the opportunity to stick my fingers in a few pies recently and I’ll have some work to show for it later on. Something else had me a little...
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These days it really isn’t that hard to find someone who generally looks...
//MRDR - Update
Its with sincere regret I inform everyone about the delay on our launch. It only seems to be our luck that we have the opportunity to fullfil wholesale orders before retail. This as well as finalizing my Design package, and preparing the appropriate documents needed to make a “business” of this is eaten at my time. These processes are DIY, and my sole responsibility. Just laying my...
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I ran into her yesterday. A quick catch up on where we were, from where we left each other. With time, everything becomes clear, and I’m starting to see too much. She won’t look in my eyes, as a matter of fact, not a lot of people do anymore. Some of the most influencial people I know and have known always spoke with their eyes, and I can’t say the same for the people I meet...
I still have sex with you.
In my mind. Sometimes.
I’ve realized....
– Creep by Jaime Lewis